There's a version of this that doesn't get discussed much: you asked, you waited, you paid attention — and nothing arrived. No dream, no coincidence, no sense of a presence. Just ordinary silence.
I find this genuinely interesting, because the silence is evidence too, or might be. The question is what it's evidence of. Some people sit with it and decide the whole framework was always a projection. Others keep the framework and adjust their expectations. Others do something harder: they hold the question open without resolving it either way.
That last position is the one I respect most, even if I can't always manage it myself.
So I want to ask honestly: if you've been through a period of watching and received nothing, how did you handle it? Did you change what you were looking for, or what you thought was doing the answering — or did the silence settle something for you, one way or the other?